A Fathers story: Nicu survivor, prematurity, loss, and covid

I'm not sure if this is a good place to start off... I will say I'm a few beers in and feeling vulnerable... so you’re either going to get the long story or jibber jabber. All I know is you’re going to get spelling mistakes and incorrect grammar that would make a uni student sweat. It started off fine on all accounts when I met the second love of my life on the famous internet dating site Tinder... well I say that but I had ran out of likes... as the cheep skate I am i refused to pay. If you pay for tinder, well you can only hope to throw your money away...  So rather I added her on snapchat and what can I say, magic was made... A few months into our relationship a few problems arose; nothing out of the ordinary, just lovers’ tiffs, but it was enough for me to call it a day. As horrible as it sounds, I had an experience with a previous ex partner that meant I had so much of a guard up it was easier to say goodbye to the whole relationship rather than iron out the details. So th

First off let me introduce myself. My name is Ethan and this is my first time blogging. Also I have the worst typing and grammar you will ever see, so bare with me.  I want to take you all on a journey through my experience with becoming a father again, and my complete story from beginning til’ now. I’ll also talk about what's to come and how my experiences have had an effect on my mental and physical wellbeing, as well as relationship ups and downs with the mother of my child and family. I am going to be completely open and explain in the only way I know how to.  This isn't an easy trip to take, but I live it daily so I thought I would use this process to acknowledge what I have been through and hopefully this will help me with moving forwards and shine some light on such a sensitive subject. This is my story... My name is Ethan and I'm an NICU survivor; a father of a micro preemie and someone who has experienced prematurity and loss, all during the midst of the global COV